flymous

the time is running so fast, oh. sometimes, the past just come into my mind and doesn't want to leave. loads of memories, beautiful places, funny people i've ever met, music, photos photos. especially those crazy photos on my wall, over my mirror - they reminds me the most important moments, and certainly - people, friends. i'm a serious romantic and melancholic type. i have sth that i always identify music/songs with people and situations. and then i accidentally run into such song on my music player and i live the past for just a second. then i smile and everything is fine. i like some things to happen one more time in the future. and i us

i'm sick of sitting inside all the time, of being so lazy and dreaming too much. sometimes my brain does couple of silly things and i'm really suprised. but it's not good. today i feel like i miss winter afternoons with cup of hot coffee/tee, when i used to stimulate that i'm learning, in fact i was making a lot of stupid photos. i was having a huge stack of biology books and i was spending nights with ville. and there was snow outside, so i could look by the window and it was a kind of my wonderland. on the other hand, i'd like to sit by the river, drink mcdonald's shake, sunbath... i really miss holidays and summer, though. and i can't w

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